Big changes in my life: Recovery!
Wow… apparently I haven’t been on here since January 2011 and quite a few things have happened since then.. I’m single.. got my own place.. drank a lot and got out of control with it and had my own problems with painkillers (Vicodin). Got arrested for my second DUI and realized my life has gotten unmanageable. I decided it would be best for me if I went to a treatment center in Florida. I now have 7 months of recovery (on tomorrow the 15th of April), my clean date is September 15th, 2012. Getting sober has been the hardest thing I have ever done (harder than college) especially dealing with cravings and not picking up. But I have great sober supports and a good sponsor that help me get through my tough times. I currently live with my Aunt Jill who has almost 4 years of recovery in Delray Beach but I will be moving into a halfway house soon. Its great living in Delray Beach because it is the recovery capital of the WORLD! Google it! Anyways, I just thought I should update my tumblr… I dont know when I will go back on here but I just thought I should express my gratitude for this newfound life of cleanliness and not having to use or get drunk or high over feelings or pain! I did find out that I have gastritis from my drinking/pain killer use so im pretty disappointed in myself from causing physical damage to my body not just damage to my lifestyle. Oh well its fixable, just like my damage to my lifestyle! But im in recovery to fix all that!
Just for today I will live my life clean and sober!